I am so excited, I really want to join and beat the shit out of everybody. But I feel like a useless fool now. I probably think too highly of myself. I only have a year to prepare, get in shape and fight. Others however, have been constantly training.
I WAS a champ. Not anymore, and I hate it when there are constantly expectations and words to put me at the category where I can fight and take on anyone.
I CAN'T NOW!
I just want to train at my own pace.. but I am not allowed to do that anymore. Everything has to step up 3 folds..
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