Sometimes coincidentally (or not), your world of friends are out with other friends on weekends and you realise that "hey, i will be alone tonight." That kinda suck, but I believe I should treasure this alone time, because not every gets this chance.

Necessity has promoted.

I know that the necessity has became imminent because I thought of a better argument after the examination.

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FML!

Necessity For Failure

Failure is not an option, it is a necessity.

Check this site out:

http://www.necessity4failure.com

I am going for my exams now. Although its only a few days ago that I realised that I cannot write an academic essay well, but it is a necessity.

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FML. =D

Maybe, it is not too late..

After 23 years, I probably only just realized that I have failed in most aspects of my life, even the one that I used to take pride in.

I thought I was good at kicking, but only yesterday did I realize that I cannot even do a proper front kick. After so many years of Kungfu, I am still not the fighter all others became.

I thought I can study and write well. But only recently did I realize that no matter how brilliant my ideas are, I cannot articulate them. I thought I could perform well at work and rise quickly, but all I had landed myself in are shitty jobs with no prospects.

I thought I have my life all planned and sorted out, but it doesn't seem to be the case.

Sometimes, I console myself by saying "hey, at least I am not that bad looking", but when I look in the mirror, that is no longer a consolation I can use.

All the "I thought"s and "but"s in my life. I really think that I am a failure all these while.

Why am I still not training hard enough?

一失足成千苦恨。

Feeling lazy to type more than I should..

I feel like talking about the dilemma I have. But when I land my fingers on the keyboard, and realise the amount I have to type to explain it clearly, deters me.

So I shall not.

Friends.

I have wonderful friends around me, even though some of us just talk nonsense all the time. I really appreciate it when they SMS to ask to catch up whenever they are less busy. Last week, one of my army friends SMS-ed me to ask me out for a meal. Yesterday, another asked to catch up. Just less than 10minutes ago, another SMS-ed me to wished my mom well after reading my blog.

Some of them are listeners. When you got problems, you can give them a call to discuss about it. They are always there to listen to you. Very patient people.

Some of them are competitors. They love to brag about how good and tough they are, how interesting their life is and often act as the superior being as compared to you. They are nice people who tells you stuff.

Some of them are the sufferers. They are forever telling you that their life is tough, they are not coping well, but in fact, they are actually pretty fine. They are people who confides in you. A trust in there.

Some are plain helpful. They offer you help whenever you are put in a spot. They are a fantastic group of people. Sometimes, I feel that they are too good for a person of my calibre.

Of course, above is just a summary of friends everyone has and all of us are "cross-breeds".

I have a variety of good enough friends, which I am proud of. However, not everything can be listened to and understood by others. It is not because they are not up to the standard (if there is even any), but when you tell them, you get a I-don't-know-what-you-are-talking-about response, it feels like you are back to square one again.

Anyway, I feel quite lazy to continue blogging. Shall continue in my next post.

HuaTiong Qigong (Part 2)

Watch how the sledge hammer broke at the end. This is no joke.

Once again, seniors, monsters.

HuaTiong Qigong (Part 1)

All these are done while lying on a bed of nails. That stone is a granite slab, and it is 115kg per piece.

My seniors are monsters.